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I finally has a completed resume! :D Will be applying for several admin jobs in the upcoming month or two, hopefully I'll secure one before start of school year. It's exciting so I had to put it first :D

Mail Update:
Will finish all remaining burning tomorrow [Sunday]. That way I can drive down the road during my lunch break to get a frozen coke from Maccas and post everything :D You should not be disappoint, I hope. n__n Also sending Cameron Bruce's CD that I bought. The last track Umbrellas is so beautiful, but the static at the end, though meant to be there, gets annoying cause it's loud. But otherwise a lovely song! Cam must be gay, the whole inside cover is covered in lamps [see Black Books reference].

I wanted to get back into writing, but since Momo Sr got me to draw her things... I started yesterday and I gotta say, it's probably the best thing I've ever drawn! I usually take weeks to draw something, even spending hours upon hours working on it and I never finish it. But... It was so weird. I did a total of about 4 hours and completed the sketch [since I haven't gotten back into the knack of shading]. These weren't half drawn nekkid chicks, these were fully drawn nekkid ladies!! I can't wait to showcase the picture to people, even though almost every fibre of my being is screaming "NO! DON'T LET THEM SEE!!". But I got high praise from rents and not so many weird looks, so it's okay.

I did another one today. It was of my character I'd put as the 10th Doctors companion, Carol-Anne. She's a homeless, street-wise young adult living in London. Puts on accents to confuse people. Wears raggedy clothes, but takes good care of her vest and hat. She appears to be human, but inside she's an alien [or an advanced robot, not sure which yet :P]. Here she is:

http://i201.photobucket.com/albums/aa129/_Jukey_/shrunk-dwcompanion.png

Shitty quality but haven't got an A3 scanner :P My now [semi-serious] goal is to see if I can do 1 picture per day. Pfft, probably won't make it another day or two lol.

Emergency tooth extractions hurt. And another one on Monday. That's all I gotta say about that.

Back volunteering. Came as a shock though cause mum gets home Wednesday night and lets me know her colleague is looking forward to me coming in the next day. So it was basically like everyone knew I was coming in to work again, except me! Would've been nice to have been asked... But ah well, the parents who help out in the kitchen and around the school always keep me entertained with their constant glares of disapproval of me :D Glasses, lip piercing, formal jacket, cleavage on display, combat boots. Where can I go wrong? ;D

Can't wait till next week. I gets a hairy again :D I'm seriously addicted to getting my head shaved. It's so good! Gonna look so freaking awesome for formal damnit! Omgomgomg! And my may-as-well-be Sister in QLD is coming back to Adelaide on the 20th and she's coming to Stansbury with us! Can't wait!

Bloody Australian heat. Currently at 8 consecutive days of 35+ heat!! This totally sucks. And we're approaching summer, so that means another 3 freaking months of heat. We're all going to swelter and die... *flails* Oh and get this. I suspected my air-con in my car was busted. I was right. Need a new compressor. Gonna cost me 1,100$... T__T Gonna get my windows tinted instead XD Thankfully dads lending me his car for when I need it to go buy dvd's to see my shrink and other constructive things... >.>"

I love Chelsea Handler Lately. She's absolutely brilliant. <3 Watched her every day this week.

IMPORTANT YOUTUBE UPDATE:

Well... Here's the thing people. It will be written here and a proper and long explanation sent through my youtube account to all subscribers.
Down to business.
It's basically that I don't have the time to download and upload at the moment, which is why I haven't lately.
But after I get back from schoolies, I'll be uploading rather hastily, atleast I hope so heh. But yes, I will be uploaded since I'll have nothing else to do and I'm really looking forward to it. So yes. Apologies, but will try to more than make up for lack of uploads :)

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Thank-you. Love you all, enjoy your winters those who don't live here... D: Lucky bitches <3~

Dear all who have ever received gifts in the post:
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Last week I went into the city with my other bestie, and we cosplayed from Naruto [though I hate the show now]. I dressed as Tsunade, who has giant boobs and isn't afraid to show them off. Lets just say I got alot of stares... Even the mother of the guy [who's freaking awesome] who runs the place actually came up to me and said: "Great tits!" I went bright red and was all smiley and shit. I mean, I know I got a rack to show off, but to be complimented so openly from someone who was old enough to be my grandmother and who was that age and didn't glare at me was astonishing!

YOUTUBE UPDATE:
=GNW from the 5th of October will be up in the next few days, followed by 2 episodes of The Sideshow.
=I am still awaiting Felicity of DAAS Kapital to finish downloading. It's been 2w1d since it started. It's just no one has come on to seed the last 23Mb of the file... :(
=Wasn't Andrew G great? ;D
=I think the next GNW up I'm going to upload is the one from tonight [19th October 09] cause Cameron Bruce was on screen! Yay for The Fantastic Leslie, love 'em.
=Once school is over with this week, I will be updating hopefully as frequently as I used to. I hope so anyways, so don't hold it against me if I don't live up to that standard anymore, I really do apologise!!

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And yes, that is all I think.

Wait, I feel like naming my fish lol:

-Alpheus [only original Greek fish left :(]
-Asterix [from Asterix & Obelix series]
-Obelix [same as above]
-Dogmatix [same as above, above]
-Atticus Finch [from To Kill A Mockingbird, love the name]
-Lazarus [cause he looks like a hybrid of Zeus (my baby) and Hephaestus (Mr Hitler)]
-Amadeus [from the classic 80s hit by Falco, "Rock Me Amadeus"]
-Archimedes [the old gorilla at my primary school had that name and he made an appearance for Book Week which I helped set up]

Don't ask why most of them start with 'A', I don't know... :-\

Love you all, and hope you're fairing well in your respective weather conditions!!

Mozzy-Pooh <3~
 

ADVICE:

Okay, yes well, I am very nervous about my education this year as it's been pretty abysmal as the year progressed. And to be honest, I have somehow avoided going to English Comm ALL TERM!! Either sat in the library all lesson, or wagged by hanging in the carpark looking through the street directory, or by being sick.

So here I propose the question,

"Next term, do I go for the remaining 2 weeks and put up with being yelled at by my mentor slash English teacher for not going to class and not handing anything in and trying to guilt trip me?"

or...

"Next term, do I avoid English for the remaining 2 weeks and just attend my other 2 classes, and when my report comes in, change it and/or hide from parents like I've done with all my ones from this year and keep avoiding them til they forget?"

Plus, it's only 2 weeks left of school once my holidays finish. I hate English, it's not what it says it would be. Nothing creative about it at all except both of the exams earlier this year. Also I do not plan to put any effort into the last 2 weeks, except my final Women's Studies essay. So yeah...

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PROMPT:

Okay, so I was planning on asking you all this earlier, but I would like some 'help' with my arts.

Basically, I don't need help at present with my drawings as I'm still planning a nudie chick picture for  pop_n_lock13 ;D Which I'm really looking forward to doing and might start tonight while watching my Will & Grace - Season 1 DVD I bought the other day.

I need help with writing. I want to start writing again, which I've bitched about for ages. In simple terms, I only really ever do short stories for English exams, and have ever since year 8 when my passion for first writing started.

So... I put it to you, my friends...

Prompt me, give me something to write about, give me a topic, or give me a line to include in my story, or give me a lyric or song to base my piece on...

I do have one thing to say though... I do NOT care about the kind of nature it is [ie suicide, (self-)mutilation, abuse et cetera] so long as it's somehow DARK and possibly angsty... That is all I ask. It's all I write, and I wish to continue writing it. And I don't think that's all too much to ask as a guideline or anything :P

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THANK-YOU <333~

An update! Like, no way!! D:

Ahem. Anyways...

"High pollen count..." That's what my doctor put down my problems to... I was about to rip her fucking head off! Ha, yeah, high pollen count is what's been affecting me and making my life hell since EASTER!! D< I kept joking to people "I bet, the more I cough, the more they'll just chuck meds at me" and you know what, they do! She put me on more. It's meant to make me drowsy too, and I asked if there's anything else she can give me to help with my sleep problems and she just kinda talked down to me like a child saying how what she's giving me will make me drowsy. Okay, yes, but I'm a fucking insomniac, not some kid who's having a little trouble sleeping. Feeling drowsy is not going to help me sleep! Bloody hell, I hate doctors... Never hated them this much before.

( Ramblings~ )

Okay, they'll be another entry added just after this one asking for help and advice and contributions :D

Exactly 1 month til my 18th... I'm reconsidering what to get as my first tattoo. I still want to get the design, but like, am a little nervous about explaining where it's from... I mean, wouldn't it be kinda weird to get a gaming tattoo as your first one? I dunno. But it looks awesome, perhaps I'll stick with it :D

Also today I taught myself to play the Bass line of Coldplay's 'The Scientist' on keyboard. It's really beautiful. Now I just gotta work out the Treble line and somehow put them together :D Really proud.

YOUTUBE UPDATE:
=I have ALL of The Sideshow, and will be uploading alot of them in contrast with GNW.
=COME ON CHRISTIANS!! THE CHRISTIANS ARE COMING!! THE BOAT PEOPLE ARE COMING!! ;D
=Trying to save The Great Debate 2000 but am having difficulties just like Mithol did... Gonna try and find another program or something.

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How are we all doing? Good I hope. Love you all <3~

Ah whew.

Cornflakes stacked with a shitload of sugar is my drug of choice.

Still sick... But worse. Had all week off. About 1 hour sleep per night. Restless. Coughing alot. Doctors AGAIN today. On very strong antibiotics. Had a blood test too. Turns out I'm like dad, it's hard to find my veins. Took three tries and the spot wouldn't stop bleeding. So inflamed and swollen. On Tuesday having ANOTHER x-ray but on my chest this time, which will be about the 2nd or 3rd time I've had one. Hopefully we can work out what's wrong with me... for once... =__= And since they couldn't get my veins to pop up even using a torniquet [was laying there for about 20 minutes] I have now dubbed myself: "A heroin addicts nightmare" because of my lack of vein-age, ironically though that section of my arm looks like I am a heroin addict...
( Read more please..? :) )

MINOR YOUTUBE UPDATE:

=Starting to tape The Sideshow next week. Hopefully won't be sick enough that I can't stay up to watch it.
=Guess what folks? I actually have my mitts on... GNW JET SPARROW AWARDS 2008!! So I shall be cutting and uploading that shortly :D I can't believe I have it... It made me very happy.

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Hope you are all doing well, cannot wait til JCSS let alone my birthday, just for the sake of getting tattooed :P

<3~

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Greetings :)

Okay, well, I said I'd update 'tomorrow' which in my case has turned out to be Monday morning/afternoon.

Alot happened on Tuesday. Lumbar x-rays showed... Sweet F.A. like I knew they would. No spinal damage or early signs of arthritis. Nada. Zip. Nothing. God I've had so many doctors appointments this past month and what do I have to show for it all at the end? Doctors certificates excusing me for being absent. That's it. BUT... On the bright side, I saw my new physio for the first time for a 8pm session that night :D He's awesome. Cut me a discount cause I'm a student, and it's the same price as my old one. And guess what, I'm so freaking happy. I don't think people have realised just how happy I am to just have a dull ache in my back this past week. It's just... a really lovely feeling...

Oh yeah, guess who failed their competency test? [cupcake for those who guess correctly ;D]
Me!! XD She said that going into a workforce wouldn't be in my best interests at present time and I should try to look after myself and hopes I get better :) She was nice. There will be another assessment further down the track as a check-up to see if anything's improved or not, but I won't need to look for work which is great. Who'd wanna employ a bipolar teenager with a lip-ring anyways? ;D

God [metaphroically speaking since there is no such a thing *dons athiest badge proudly*], why can't I just drop out of school all-together? Or go to a school where you can just go there to LEARN and not get grades? That's the only kind of institutional education that will make me content at present. Why oh why must life be difficult? Oh the angst! Lol.

Guess where I will be in 1 month?
At some theatre watching one of my favourite musicals of all-time!! Dad and I got tickets to see... Wait for it.. Jesus Christ Superstar!! Can I get a "Hail Mary"!? ;D I aint religious but boy do are these songs catchy! I've watched this movie since I was a kid, and it's always stuck with me. Must resist going into town and buying the OST on record..! "You are the Christ, you're the great Jesus Christ. Prove to me that you're no fool, walk across my swimming pool." Oh I love you Herod!! <333

Does anyone know if you can change your username on this forsaken site? Not just because I've started watching Doctor In The House again [*swoons* oh Duncan... <3], but because it's just more convenient between here and the tube.

Now guess who's turning 18 in approximately 9 weeks? [at this rate, I'll be out of cupcakes :P]
Yep, me! Send money people! XD Just joshing. Love that phrase. I plan to get a tattoo within a week after my birthday, I can't decide which one to get first! I can't remember the last time I was this excited! ... Okay well 5 seconds ago when I was writing about Jesus Christ Superstar... but... shut up! >.<" And... On the day of my Politics exam, is my old secondary schools formal, which I'm going to! I'm even designing my own outfit! I never planned to go to formal since about year 8, first year of high school. But like, this is the last time I'll be seeing most of these people, and hell, I put up with 4 years of hell at that school, but I wouldn't have it any other way... :)

YOUTUBE UPDATE BELOW:

• Yes, I'm back on You Tube! I posted my first video in just over a month. Didn't realise I'd be gone that long! But am glad to be back :) Thank-you all for being patient. Expect more to come.
• Also from another overseas request, I will be posting Good News Week 2009 episodes. Starting from the latest and working my way backwards. Won't upload the 'Best Of...' episodes, but all the others, yes. Only real reason I am doing this now and not later like I planned is because the iTunes podcasts are NOT being updated like they used to be. Only 15 or so minutes are available, if they even show up at all. So for you international folk who don't torrent, this becomes a problem. But I don't mind, it's fun.
• This also means something has to go on hiatus... Unfortunately this means uploading The Sideshow will be put on temporary hiatus. Well, after I upload the following episode from where I left off. I will finish uploading up to episode 9 or 10 of The Sideshow, then will have to take a hiatus as I do not have the other episodes. But since ABC ABC1 is showing the episodes again, I am waiting til it airs the episodes I don't have, then I can tape them. I will have to buy a new VHS file converter, but eventually, more episodes will be uploaded in due time :D

Hope you are all doing well!! Will include my request next update cause I can't be bothered today lol.

Love you all <3~

Bang!

“Get out of there!” an old man hollered. The boys scampered hastily through the gaping hole in the wire fence, but I was frozen with fear. I could not move. Nothing around me is clear in my mind, let alone my vision, so I can’t be sure what’s happening.

Click!

 

I felt the sharp and round, cold metal force itself against the back of my neck. Let’s just say I discovered a new level of fear at that very moment. But I couldn’t suppress gasping loudly. I tried to stop the trembling I just developed, but it was all in vain.

 

“Didn’t you hear me!? Leave, now!” he bellowed, as the object was pushed harshly into my neck yet again. Lord I hope that’s not what I think it is. “Shove off, before I do something you’ll regret!”

 

“I-I... B-but... I-I did not... Uhm... I...” I tried my hardest to form a coherent sentence but this terror he’d instilled in me wouldn’t subside. “Pl-please don’t... don’t...”

 

“Enough!” again, still shouting. “Turn around so I can see your face.”

 

He removed the object from my neck and I let out the breath I wasn’t even aware I had been holding. But I still couldn’t move, not until he fiercely jabbed my right shoulder, making me swing around and fall to a sprawled-out heap in the dirt. I lowered my head to avoid his eyes; I couldn’t bear to see if I was right about what he was holding.

 

Bang!

 

I felt this wind rush alongside my cheek, and my hair falling neatly back into place with my jaw. But then this acute pain made itself known. I held my hand against my face hoping to stop the pain; what shocked me was the liquid that began soaking into my skin. My hand fell limply onto my lap, proving my assumption. Blood.

 

The only thing then I could think of doing was looking up at my tormentors face. I could barely stand to continue staring at the sight I saw. His narrowed and aged eyes made me cringe. If I thought I was scared before, that was nothing compared to how I feel now.

 

Click!

 

“Next time, I won’t miss,” he said bluntly. “Don’t you dare think of second guessing me again baby-face.” Before I could fully comprehend what he said, he took a step forward and aligned the shotgun with my chest.

 

“...NO!!” I finally managed to shout. “Please don’t... Please...” Pleading as tears flowed freely down my face.

 

“Maybe next time you should have more respect for the dead!”

 

Bang!

 

I screeched brokenly; the pain was unbearable! Leaning forward I tightly grasped my shoulder, but never once taking my eyes off of his. The stinging that was coursing through my upper body was horrible; it felt like my chest was on fire.

 

Click!

 

“This is a place of worship! Didn’t you ever listen to your elders!” he hissed with some sort of difficulty. I began to slowly notice that his pupils had dilated and his eyes had this faraway look in them. I tried to ignore the pain as much as I could, because something just wasn’t right here.

 

“Where do you think we are..?” I asked without thinking, not able to keep the trepidation out of my voice. It might have seemed stupid to ask that question, but he was the only thing on my mind. “Are you okay sir?”

 

Bang!

 

I whimpered and pulled my limbs closer together in fear. That was the first shot he’d fired all evening that didn’t hit me. At least, I hope it didn’t. I quickly looked back up at him and saw his eyes welling up with tears. Someone, please, help...

 

Click!

 

“Be quiet baby-face...” he managed to whisper, but with no anger left in his tone. His body then began to shake as he weakly swayed right in front of me. The movements left me confused.

 

“Sir, are you al—”

 

Bang!

 

I was too stunned to move as I tried to swallow the saliva in my mouth. But it was no use; I kept choking. It felt like there was something lodged in my throat. I managed to cough after lowering my head towards my chest. Gooey fluids ran down over my lips and trickled down onto my blouse. All I could see on there was red. That was when I noticed the gun laying next to a fallen figure.

 

“Sir..?” I couldn’t let this be the end. I leant over wincing in pain and crawled over to his prone body. “Sir..?” I tried again.

 

My vision was clouding over that it was so hard to see his face. But I had to know if he was still alive. My arms gave way and I collapsed onto the ground, cursing in agony. While clutching my now wounded stomach I tilted my head to look up at him, but he covered my sight with his calloused hand. Thank God he’s still alive...

 

The next thing I knew he was murmuring out loud to a tune, but I couldn’t understand what he was singing. I wish he would take his hand off my face... I tried to raise my hand but it was useless, so was moving any part of my body.

 

We just lay there on the ground while I calmly listened to his voice. It was soothing even though I didn’t know what it was. My eyes drifted shut and all I could see and think was his voice. The only thing I know right now is it’s relaxing as I let out my final breath.

 

Go, child

Go and find the arms that warm you

You know, child

Know no one will ever harm you

You've run wild

And finally found the thoughts that calm you

So stretch out, stretch out in peace

Waiting for the silence to call

 

The night, the night is closing in

You feel it on your skin

You’re transcended

You fly, you fly across the sky

Your arms are open wide

You're transcended

Transcended~

"NO MUMMY DON'T PUT KNITTING NEEDLES IN MY EARS MUMMY!!"

Eh. So late updating. So late going on youtube. So late replying to everyone. Big apologies!! Please forgive me?

Speaking of the tube... You know what's weird. I've gotten more subscribers since I haven't been on, than I got when I regularly posted videos! Work that one out... o__x Lol. Not that I mind. Should be going on tonight, and upload 2 weeks worth of opening monologues :D

Okay, my exam results were shit-house to say the least... Mind you, alot of people did badly.
=Got 31/120 for Psychology... Surprisingly that's higher than many in the class... >.<"
=Got 11/20 for Politics, which was pretty bad.
=Never went to History but a friend told me everyone did poorly because we did sections that we weren't meant to do, but no one told us!
=English... I haven't been to a single lesson since the exams... So that's 6 missed lessons... I'm currently skipping it now to update here and complete English work! But the mark should be 20+/30. My last English exam I got 28/30, but this one wasn't as good.

I think I'm gonna post it after this entry, so please read? :D I tend not to let people read my writing either, but I love it so much I am taking the plunge :)

All year I've been doing 5 subjects, with abysmal effort and quality. And with stress from exams and home, as well as being unwell mentally and physically, I came to the decision to drop 2 subjects and do year 13 next year. So bye History and Psychology. Which means no school Tuesdays and Thursdays. Only reason I didn't drop Politics is because he said I wasn't failing. But as much as I have learnt from the lesson, I can't stand him being condescending and putting us down. Only my bestie Tyler is doing well in the class. Our teacher kept going on about how we don't read papers [I do! D<], and that we had the worst results for mid year exams he's ever seen, and how we should know all this shit, et cetera. Hey! We learnt jack all last term! And every freaking lesson he says "Look, don't take this personally... BUT..." then chews us out! He's a great teacher, but he's really upsetting me. Then we had this test exam on Friday, which I didn't do. I wrote that I can't do it because I don't know the information as I've been away. On Monday he gave it back and had written that my excuse was rubbish. Yet he lets my other mate off for having Swine Flu, and I was away the exact amount she was away for too!! Just cause I don't have a fucking diagnosis for my illness... *sighs* Sorry, that's been eating me up all week... I hate Politics... :(

My illness... Yes... Okay, since the last week of term 1, which was Easter weekend, I have been sick. So that's almost 6 months. I've had phlegm the entire time. And gradually have been losing more sleep. Which doesn't help, considering I'm an insomniac! But the last month perhaps, I've felt so lethargic and exhausted that my body refuses to get out of bed. I literally cannot bring myself to get out of bed. I swear, if it wasn't for my dad's constant reminders to get out of bed everyday, I probably wouldn't. Maybe only to piss? Hell, on Sunday I got out of bed just before 5pm! It's weird, my back is so sore I have tears in my eyes, but I just can't bring myself to get up. But I'm not depressed either so I know that's not it. Even during the years I was depressed, et cetera, I was never unable to get out of bed. The other week I went to the doctors and it turns out I have an oxygen deficiency, but I'm not asphamatic [which I've been told I've got about 3 times in my life already =__=]. For my age and height, I should be able to blow 450/480-500 on the tube thingemy, but I'm only getting the bar to 300-350. So my doc thinks this may be why I've been sick. And my shrink is VERY concerned about this whole thing. So yes, go back to doctors tomorrow afternoon to check progress. Will keep people updated here and on FB.

*sighs* And yeah... Oh!! I started writing fanfiction! Well, it was for my English exam, and I'm not happy with it, but I want to expand on it. I had to change what I was writing because I don't think I'll get marked very well if I wrote about the love between two foster brothers... >.>" Oh Bobby & Jackie... God I love Four Brothers!! If I ever re-write the piece, I'll show you all :D

OH YEAH!! I started drawing portraits again! Proper realism too! God I'm so proud of it! Shame I'm drawing it in a lined book :P Ah well, I still love it. I initially based it on myself, but exagerated some of the features. I literally sit in my car, in a shopping centre car park, with the stereo on, pushed seat back all the way, and studied my features while adjusting the read-view mirror XD Just gotta work on shading! I don't show people my artwork either, but I really like showing people this, so when it's done [or I give up on it] I'll scan and show people :)

I really should get back to work. God "Friends" is so freaking addictive! I gotta put it on my mp3... God Richard, why do you have to push the fucking line every time! XD Aw Richie <333 Heh.

Hope you're all doing well, and I will get back to you all soon on the tube! Love you all!

Moz <3

P.S. I AM GOING TO SEE A PHYSIOTHERAPIST NEXT WEEK, NO IF'S BUT'S OR MAYBE'S FROM ANYONE!! D<
P.P.S. I'm also gonna go city and pick up my record I ordered :D Yay for Linkin Park's Minutes To Midnight album <3
P.P.P.S. RIP Prometheus... <3~

Before I get back to the assignments which won't stop piling up and I am in all actuality fearing I will suffocate when I go near them and/or will bleed to death from paper cuts... So yes, before all that I will apologise for video upload delays...

But good news everyone...

Tomorrow I go back to school for mid-year exams... Okay well that's not the good part, but the thing is, at home bandwidth quota is less than 1GB for another 2 weeks, so since school comes back tomorrow... I'll be spending it uploading THE GREAT DEBATE!!

YES, I WILL BE UPLOADING THE GREAT DEBATE TOMORROW THE 20TH OF JULY!!

I will be going in early before my exam and upload using the school computers. I won't update my journal til after next weekend considering it's Avcon. So here is this weeks schedule:

MONDAY:
=Early morning - Upload The Great Debate
=9am - English Exam - Free choice for short story
=Lunch break
=1:30pm - Politics Exam
=Evening break [if I need to upload anything else, I will do it during this period]
=Women's Studies lesson
=Go home - Watch GNW replacement
=Finish extra work

TUESDAY:
=Attempt to sleep
=Finish extra work [continued]
=1:30pm - Psychology Exam
=Buy credit and text back people

WEDNESDAY:
=Sleep-in! Yes!
=Material shopping
=Make clothing
=Finish extra work [if need be]

THURSDAY:
=Sleep-in!
=1:30pm - Modern History Exam
=Rejoice & cry for end of exams!
=Driving
=Sleep!!

FRIDAY:
=Finish outfits
=Photo-shoot

WEEKEND:
=Avcon=

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After all this I will be actively replying on You Tube to you all, again mega massive apologies!

If anyone needs to contact me, please email me at juke_sprite@hotmail.com and I will get back to you asap.

Thank-you and hope you are all doing well <3~

Hi all,

I feel like ranting a tad. And of course to start, Torchwood... Children Of Earth aired last week and I have been so excited for the last couple of months Steph and I messaged each other every week going on about it, then it finally came around... I just wanna say they totally stepped it up a notch or two for Season 3 but... Day Four killed me... And just like every comment on every forum and on every blog, et cetera, I think everyone hated how Day Four ended, and will forever be in denial about it. My heart wasn't in Day Five and I spent half the episode crying on and off. I don't think I'll watch Season 3 again, or atleast anytime soon...

I hate Walkley Heights... I hate living in this suburb. It's something I'm not. May sound stupid but I miss living in a poor and run-down area. This isn't a home, it's a house. I could never call this home. Why can't I just live in the country? I just wanna live in Burra and be content with the life I'd live, less stress, less hardships, and maybe I could have a proper childhood down there, after all that's where I consider my second home to be... At times like this, I hate metropolitan living and society...

The fuel gauge on my car seems busted again. *looks out window to Celija and sighs* I've done well over 60km and the bar has moved, maybe 1mm? Thank god my basic maths knowledge knows estimations so I know when I have to fill up.

Shame I'll have virtually no money [AGAIN] by the end of next week! Blasted anime convention. Oh well, looking forward to it actually. But it's gonna be a real rush getting pretty much everything done in three days. I hope it works out. God I wish Centrelink would pay me weekly instead of fortnightly. I really need a job...

I need to get my head in the game, and for once not a video game, assignments need to be done and I can't break plans for the next two days with two separate friends. But with the help I've gotten over the last couple of weeks, I think I can do it. Well, I have to otherwise I'm fucked.

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The Great Debate was on Monday, and I loved it! Well, I mean, I watched it a couple hours after it aired, which made me a little saddened, but it was totally worth the wait. Last night I worked out how to get the VHS->PC thingemy working after all these months! But for some reason the quality was shit coming off my telly, then again the VCR is almost as old as I am, and I need a new aerial cause the picture quality is crap. So hopefully when I start tonight it will be great coming from dads' telly in the lounge with a modern player :D Plus, I had a much needed nap this evening so despite it being midnight, and the fact I have to get up early again in the morning, I will stay up as late as I have to get ensure good quality and setting up the transfer before I head off, well, atleast I hope so anyways.

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*gazes at tank* I really love my fish... I hope my original two don't die... Ja volim te Prometheus, you're my baby, and you live up to your name! Some how, you were the sickest fish, but you're the only sick one to have survived, and you don't even have a tail anymore. I wish you could talk, then you could tell me what the flying feck Alpheus and Asterix are doing!? They're crazy! Anyways... R.I.P. Ares [the one who was "too fat too swim" ;D] & Hephaestus [fish re-incarnation of Hitler XD] <333

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Man I wanna play Age Of Wonders or some old school Zelda right now... Or act in theatre... >.<"

Night all <3~